The Diaries of a Smoking Hot Babe

[Mary Sartain]

wow they kept on going till about the time I had to go to work! What an immense effort!

This team is looking great and im really looking forward to the immunity challenges, we ought to kick some fav ass. Gotta work it though! Cant underestimate them and we gotta stay strong and active.

[Mary Sartain]

This ship is interesting. Hopefully I will get a chance to go there some time soonish! Seems like a rad place ya all! Interesting to see how it all works out. People from different tribes helping each other out! I honestly don't have that much of a problem with that, people want the idol and thus are going to do whatever it takes to get their dirty little paws on it! I respect that

I don't expect it to go out round 1, that would be seriously impressive. But you never know, I don't know what these people at the wreckage are capable of, maybe they are smart ass folk! Guess only time will tell.

I tried my best in the challenge, stayed up til like 2-3 in the morning but those peeps where too stubborn to be beaten. Considering they kept it up for 3-4 more hours im glad I used them for sleep cause im fucking tired here at work. Guess its just unlucky to have this shitty timezone and Ill just have to suck it up! I will just have to do better in another challenge to prove my worth. I really wanted that third prize, sound seriously juicy and good. Sadly I wont get it though

Maybe its a date with that handsome Lex guy! That would be the best prize!! <3 <3 <3 <3

Looking forward to the immunity challenge. Im going to show my worth there and hopefully my timezone and work schedule wont affect that. That would suck. I want to prove to this tribe that im a contributing member and someone they want to have around! I don't want to be considered inferior because of my large breasts. Women are strong too ya know!

Frosti mentioned that he thought that the last 6 people in the challenge (me, him, coach, darrah, kourtney and natalie) where going to be the people who are ready to put in a shift at the challenges. The only reason I can think of for him to say that is that he is afraid that he might get voted out. He is trying to appeal to my "keep the tribe strong" side and making himself look valued. Of course I want to keep the tribe strong but I feel he is getting a little ahead of himself after 1 individual challenge. He probably wants to form some kind of majority alliance to keep himself safe. But that's just the illusion of safety, you are never completely safe in survivor. Even if you have an idol / immunity its close to impossible to win every time. I feel that he is afraid at getting voted out, which is a good for me I think. Could possibly use this later, maybe trick him into thinking he is getting voted out or something along those lines. Everything needs to be assessed in time, maybe I wont need this but its good to know.

You cant be afraid in this game. You have got to take some risks. If you don't you are pretty much guaranteed to lose. You got to have the balls to take action when the time it right. But the issue is finding that time. Time it wrong and you are out. If you are afraid to lose you will make mistakes, its guaranteed. Im not saying you shouldnt care, you obviously should but letting fear dictate your actions isnt going to work out at all.

[Mary Sartain]

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This is all I can muster right now.

[Mary Sartain]

Sucks to be shafted but I think I can prove myself in this tribe.

Hopefully we can kick some ass.

[Mary Sartain]

I dont want to hate but I just cant shake this outcast feeling. No one wants to be evicted from their tribe, especially since I was starting to get along with a lot of them.

I wouldnt have wanted to be in that position though. There are defo going to be people who view this as an act of war and are going to come back with a vengeance.

Not sure I want to be that person though, I feel I will need them later so im not going to hate. Im just going to play my game, do well in challenges and hope that makes me valuable for the tribe. Just got to work with what you have!

This tribe is a bit meh though. Some of them I havnt even seen on aim... That just sucks! But I guess that just makes them easy targets if we lose. Ive talked to Kelly, Coach, Elize, Semhar a bit but they havnt been much online in the past two days that ive seen. Maybe its the timezone. Sheppard hasnt been on aim at all and Mike I have only seen around the start of the game. Kim seems like an outsider.

Kourtney approached me saying she was sorry blablabla trying to not make me mad acting all sad and all. I dont hold a grudge but it dont feel good to be evicted like I said. She wants me to get rid of Kim, dunno why though. There must be something to it. All depends on how Kim and the other people do in the challenge. People arnt going to vote someone active over someone inactive. Gotta keep it strong yo. Going with the activity of this group I am not very hopeful of a good result. I HOPE to god im wrong because I really want to win and show these motherfuckers that we are strong.

[Mary Sartain]

None of my old tribe mates seem keen on talking to me. Only Frosti and Kourtney have confronted me after the swap. Wanda spoke a little but didnt seem very interested in talking. JT neither.

This is troubling. I sense a pregame alliance in that tribe. Which I absolutely hate. There is nothing more cowardice in my mind. Just shows that certain people cant play the fucking game unless they have their BUDDY BUDDY to hold their hand through the game. Pathetic! I also sense a pregame alliance in the favorite tribe. Dont like it the slightest. People should just all sign up anon and play like that.

Anyways back to my thoughts

I like Coach, there is something about him. He is assured and I can feel he will be there up for the fight! He seems to be very threatened by Kourtney. I can see a working relationship here.

Talked to Kelly a lot this morning. She is cool and energetic. I can see a working relationship here.

Kim finally starts talking a bit. People dont seem to like her on my old tribe. Could be useful later. We will see how she does in the challenge. If we lose I suspect the weakest link is out. I dont intend to be that link.

Sheppard finally shows his face on the site but not on aim. Which is troubling. I want to speak to this fella.

Semhar is decent. Needs to be on more and more talkative.

Havnt seen Elize / Mike since the eviction. I hope they come....

[Host Brett]

Who would you say you're closest to at this point?

[Mary Sartain]

Jul 12, 2012 3:22:28 GMT -5 Host Brett said:

Who would you say you're closest to at this point?

Well I guess I talk the most to Kelly and Coach on my tribe. The rest arnt even on that much.

[Mary Sartain]

Very interesting challenge

I was picked as Leader for my tribe since I have pretty much nothing to do today. That works out fine! Maybe I can even go to that ship. That would be enjoyable.

Group 1 has already done their run and we did alright I thought. I was about 2mins with mine, Mike about 6 (mostly because he didnt know everyone should have been trying and not just 1), Kim was about 3-4mins I think and Coach around 1-2. A lot of the time went into trying to unscramble that ungodly word. God almighty that was hard! Mike gets props for great vision on that one. Conjugal visit? What the fuck!

We where 20mins solving the whole thing which I dont think is bad but I wouldnt qualify it as really good either. It was pretty meh I think, we just have to beat the other two..

Everyone is going to have a hard time with those scrambles I think, or well I am hoping that! Really hard to see a phrase from random letters. I dont want to lose cause it sucks to lose in the first challenge! Kinda sets the mood as well. We dont want that loser mentality to sink in.

I am confident in group 2, I hope they show some desire and take this challenge by the throat and win it for us. It will be really interesting to see how we fare compared to the other tribes. I guess time will tell.

[Mary Sartain]

Sheppard finally came on aim! I explained the challenge to him and he said I did a much better job explaining than the hosts. Leader Mary for president?

Sheppard is hilarious. I want to keep him as my cuddly bear. He seems determined to prove his worth to the tribe. I like that. He is already setting up Semhar as a target at tribal if we go there. Shows that the fav´s arnt as close knitted as I feared. This could definitively be used if we go to tribal. I dont hold any particular fondness for Semhar, she seems very closed and not talkative. Which is irritating. She also didnt have time for this, which kinda indicates there will be more of those inactive times. Which we cant afford. I wont be against a Semhar vote. I might even push it. I can defo get Coach, Kelly, Kim on board. Maybe even Mike and Elize, not sure on them since I havnt talked to them. But we only need 5, so fans + Phillip is golden.

Ive been waiting all day on mah group 2 ducklings. Elize and Lex have yet to show themselves but Kelly came on drunk just now. Its like night in Aussie land now so she is probably going to sleep a bit before we do it. She said she will check in again in about 2.5 hours. She is pulling in an effort, I like it.

[Mary Sartain]

Fuck yeah! Immunity! Thats what you get when im leader!

[Mary Sartain]

*victory dance*

giiiiirl! Im so happy right now! What great showing from the "outcasts". Hardly a worthy name for this great bunch!

Good to not have to think about tribal for this round. Really great we can keep all the people. Two people up is huge.

[Mary Sartain]

Kourtney and Frosti must be like the most obvious alliance ever. Frosti also must be the worst spy / henchman in history. I mean like if this was the cold war he wouldnt even get past the fat ignorant toll guard.

He is now feeding me "rumours" about Kim wanting me out or wants to flip over to the fav´s side of the tribe. Is there a fav side? Mike is barely on Aim, Sheppard wants Semhar out (And im pretty sure he will go with whatever plan I cock up if I approach him right, he doesnt want to go home) and Elize isnt on much either! If there is any coordination between them its completely escaping me.

Whatever yo. Kourtney wants Kim gone so bad for some reason that I cant fathom. Must be some old game shit I dont care about. Could be useful later and Kim was pretty decent in the challenge anyways. Kim said she was some crazy bitch villain back in the day, could be useful to have her around as a shield for later. They obviously want me to get her eliminated and I aint going to eliminate people who do well in challenges. Especially people who others fear enough that they think they can manipulate me into getting them voted out.

I know everything im going to say to him is going straight to Captain Kourtney, so gotta be careful around him. Hes like a lapdog or something!

Its easy to open him up though and I got him to tell me who they are voting out! They are going to vote out Natalie but I am not allowed to tell anyone! Looks like a blindsight, I dont think Natalie has a clue shes going. The fact that he told me this obviously shows the he trusts me / likes me. Which is great and I can defo use this later. Considering he is probably knee deep in Kourtneys pocket I dont doubt that this is true. I would be truely amazed if he is being blindsighted himself, he seems like a decent henchman.

Anyways Sekou and Natalie are going home. No loss there. People who I dont have a good relationship with and thats always hard to work with.

[Mary Sartain]

Forgot: Darrah is very obviously in that alliance too

[Mary Sartain]

Kim is an interesting player. She is wants to smooch close to me but that can be dangerous if she has many enemies, which seems to be true. She seems to hate Kourtney and dislikes Sheppard / Coach. She thinks they are weird. Which is true but I do think they are loyal to who they align to. Which is essential I believe. I dont really want to vote them off just yet, I think they will agree with me most part which is something I want.

Kim seems like a smart player and I need to be careful around her. She will fuck me over when the time comes if I allow her. She is incredibly cocky though, which can be everyone downfall.

Coach doesnt like the Kourtney alliance (Frosti, Darrah, I suspect JT is there as well) so thats useful when the inevitable tribe swap arrives. Which is probably when 5-7 people are gone.

Elize, Mike and Semhar are hardly on at all. I want to know what they think.